Well okay, in an almost embarrassing moment of weakness I purchased a
LatiDoll Special ver. Tanned M last night. I want to tell myself this isn't an impulse buy for the following reasons: 1) I've always kinda liked M, and after seeing many photoshoots of
a particular M on DoD I had pretty much decided I needed one to represent the character formerly embodied by my Lune, with which I have lately become disenchanted, and 2) I had always wished for a tanned doll to represent aforementioned character. So, when I saw tan M, I basically flipped?
So I want to pour out my endless gratitude towards
impishfox for buying that Lune head, which I had really intended to give to you anyway so I will definitely make it up to you later, and to
sunsetway for her generous offer to donate as well, but frankly I would rather see you again at least once before I leave North America. XD
I will kind of miss that Lune, since he was my first, but it just wasn't the same after I came back home to him--and I think I can trust Belle to take much better care of him than he's been getting lately. :) I hope that doesn't happen with the rest of my dolls, because I know it would be impractical to take all of them with me. I don't think it will though, because I think I know exactly what caused it the last time, and I won't be repeating that. Not to place the blame on others, since it doesn't really concern anyone but myself if I fall out of love with a doll; I just don't trust myself to do it again. *shrug*
In any case, when he arrives I think I will drop the thin veil of disguise that I haphazardly threw over "Takumi" and just be honest with myself - he will be Kajimoto Takahisa. lol pathetic right? But I think I will be a lot happier with both myself and the doll if I'm just out with it. I've ordered his wig and hopped on a group order for a pair of Lavender Smokey Mystics, and I still have all of Takumi's clothes, so getting him together will be a snap... though a bit expensive. No more buying things until I'm out of the country!
.... haha yeah right